: notes to self : : 04.2003

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Thursday, April 10, 2003

argh

3571. good God i'm finally going home.

OMG AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH


2996


aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *massive screamfest in my head*
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*sob*

hmmmmmmmmmm

sooo hungry... only had some lettuce and a bit of ground beef, and one banana... i'm so sad!!!!

2423

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meeeeeeeemeeeeeeeeee maaaahmaaaaaaaah

going to see the pianist on friday... yaaay!! but no popcorn for me.

geeez
finally 2031

sniff

so hungry, so pukey, so tired.


1631

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feel like barfing... 1208

hahahah

i read this on http://www.xanga.com/whatwomenwant... tooo funny

"Ladies, how many times have we tried to share about our struggles as singles, only to be met with, "Don't worry, Jesus is your husband!" That often seems to add to the frustrations, doesn't it? "

if someone ever said that to me, i'd think they were on crack. i'm not a freakin' nun over here!! but it totally wouldn't be beneath me to say it to someone else... ahahahahahhahaha!!!!

say it sister

First-borns
Positives: They are natural leaders and often high achievers. The majority of politicians, spokespersons and managing directors are first-borns. They frequently live with a sense of entitlement and even superiority. They often come in two flavours: compliant nurturers/caregivers or aggressive movers and shakers. Both are in control; they just use different methods. As a rule, first-borns are picky, precise people - they pay attention to detail - tend to be punctual, organised, and competent. They want to see things done right the first time. They don't like surprises.

Negatives: They are often moody and occasionally lack sensitivity. They can be intimidating, particularly by pushing people too hard or refusing to take no for an answer. Sometimes they can be a bit 'know-it-all', and often they are poor at delegating - largely because they don't trust other people as much as they trust themselves. They also tend to be bossy, perfectionists and overly-conscientious.

must see

i have to see this movie, Better Luck Tomorrow. it's supposed to be opening in toronto next friday, but i'm not sure where. not only is it a film about asian americans... JOHN CHO is in it!! too bad he isn't the lead... but still! he'll be doing more than drinking till he passes out and peeing on stifler's head! yeehaw!









it's been getting awesome reviews... 2 thumbs up from ebert and roeper!!

668!

again...

well, i'm at robarts... yet again. only 440 words into my 3500 word essay, due tomorrow at 9am. YAAAAAAAAAAAY ME!!! but at least i went to the gym. i saw hee-sun there, and it was weird b/c peter had told her that we went to a semi together... err?? it was jaime and peter, and me and richard (perhaps one of the top 10 awkward nights of my life, even though my hair did look faboo..) i didn't correct her, should i have? oops.. oh well, all delusions aside, she seems super nice. keeper for peter!

i think i'm over my semi-rejection by JET.. i think i will get to go, but if not, then it'll be pretty exciting to see what God has in store for me. I guess my whole sadness/disgruntled feeling came about mostly b/c my ego was bruised. which is good b/c i'm definitely not a humble person. look at meeee trying to finish a 3500 word essay in one daaaaay! crap. geez, i seriously hope i don't buy anything from jcrew during my hibernation in front of the comp. and it sucks major b/c it's sooo nice outside. but tomorrow, it'll all be .. OVER!!!! class, essay everything! and i get to see a movie tomorrow! no sing-a-long west side story for me, but it's ok. wow, tomorrow, everything is over... wow. onwards and upwards...

i am starving, but i can't leave my comp... *sob*

544!

Sunday, April 06, 2003

while you were out: yaaaaaay andrew!!

Andrew Dan-Jumbo
Carpenter
The multi-talented Andrew Dan-Jumbo joins the cast of While You Were Out as a craftsman and general contractor. Born in Nigeria and raised in Shoreham, England, a coastal town near London, Andrew attended St. Martin's College of Art & Design in London, and came to the U.S. shortly thereafter. He lived in San Diego, California, where he honed his surfing skills. After a few years, Andrew returned to England where he began a career as a freelance graphic designer. In 1991, Andrew returned to the U.S. to reside and, with his brother, co-founded "Eurotek," a commercial and residential construction company that specializes in restaurant and new home developments in Buffalo, New York. In addition to his extensive craftsman skills, Andrew models for several high fashion runway agencies in upstate New York �Ea vocation he's been involved in since college. When he's not building and designing for While You Were Out, Andrew enjoys cooking, surfing, and anything else that's remotely athletic.

super funny: in the braces lady's jazz bar room "i really hate this room", and the boxer shorts/knobbly knees episode

do people in tv "biz", say "'sode" when they talk about episodes?

good day

g'day mate... man, if i were australian, i'd be saying that all the time... such a fun phrase. i lead chorus with Jessica today... it was really fun! thank God for jess, b/c she knew all of the songs, she's a library that one. we talked for a bit, about unionville, and her "dramie" crew... i think that's such a funny/cute term. and man, so many uhs memories! i remember during first year when all i wanted was to go back to uhs, but now, i'm like, so like, over that. that was soo 1999. i think she's going to have a really excellent time at uhs. man, church was really good today... and the weather is gorgeous. sooo nice and sunny, and i took remy to the back fields of milliken. the entire place was still covered by icy snow, and not a soul as far as the eye could see... SUCH a perfect time. and she didn't really attack me that much! bonus! so easy to praise God in times like these...

lovelovelovelovelove this song...

And Can It Be || Church of Rhythm

Take me as I am
I lay down all I thought I should be
And I give up my walls of pride
Hoping love would find me
Take me as I am
I never wanted to need Your love
So alone and afraid to fall
praying love would find me

And can it be
That You'd love me this way
Never ask me to be
More than I could be
No more trying to be someone

Take me as I am
Never good enough to be loved
So I lived with my pain inside
Hoping love would find me
Take me as I am
So tired of trying to make it alone
So I'm taking this step of faith
Trusting You will find me

And in the mirror all I saw
Was that I never measured up
I couldn't like myself so,
How could I understand Your love
And I thought love was something bought
By being someone I was not
How could I know?
All you'd ask is that I let You love me.

Copyright 1996
Music, lyrics: Max Hsu
Additional lyric: Jason Gregory


listening to this and Rachel Lampa... yeeeeehaw! wow... last week of school...forever... starting today... sigh.


Saturday, April 05, 2003

deprived

i think i am seriously needing a big screen fix. that would explain the massive popcorn cravings, indulgence in swoony reality shows, and the increased frequency of just imagining situations on the train... oh wait, HAH, that's what i do anyways. blah.

CASABLANCA 1942
GONE WITH THE WIND 1939
WEST SIDE STORY 1961
ROMAN HOLIDAY 1953
AN AFFAIR TO REMEMBER 1957
THE WAY WE WERE 1973
DOCTOR ZHIVAGO 1965
IT'S A WONDERFUL LIFE 1946
LOVE STORY 1970
CITY LIGHTS 1931
ANNIE HALL 1977
MY FAIR LADY 1964
OUT OF AFRICA 1985
THE AFRICAN QUEEN 1951
WUTHERING HEIGHTS 1939
SINGIN' IN THE RAIN 1952
MOONSTRUCK 1987
VERTIGO 1958
GHOST 1990
FROM HERE TO ETERNITY 1953
PRETTY WOMAN 1990
ON GOLDEN POND 1981
NOW, VOYAGER 1942
KING KONG 1933
WHEN HARRY MET SALLY... 1989
THE LADY EVE 1941
THE SOUND OF MUSIC 1965
THE SHOP AROUND THE CORNER 1940
AN OFFICER AND A GENTLEMAN 1982
SWING TIME 1936
THE KING AND I 1956
DARK VICTORY 1939
CAMILLE 1937
BEAUTY AND THE BEAST 1991
GIGI 1958
RANDOM HARVEST 1942
TITANIC 1997
IT HAPPENED ONE NIGHT 1934
AN AMERICAN IN PARIS 1951
NINOTCHKA 1939
FUNNY GIRL 1968
ANNA KARENINA 1935
A STAR IS BORN 1954
THE PHILADELPHIA STORY 1940
SLEEPLESS IN SEATTLE 1993
TO CATCH A THIEF 1955
SPLENDOR IN THE GRASS 1961
LAST TANGO IN PARIS 1972
THE POSTMAN ALWAYS RINGS TWICE 1946
SHAKESPEARE IN LOVE 1998
BRINGING UP BABY 1938
THE GRADUATE 1967
A PLACE IN THE SUN 1951
SABRINA 1954
REDS 1981
THE ENGLISH PATIENT 1996
TWO FOR THE ROAD 1967
GUESS WHO'S COMING TO DINNER 1967
PICNIC 1955
TO HAVE AND HAVE NOT 1944
BREAKFAST AT TIFFANY'S 1961
THE APARTMENT 1960
SUNRISE 1927
MARTY 1955
BONNIE AND CLYDE 1967
MANHATTAN 1979
A STREETCAR NAMED DESIRE 1951
WHAT'S UP, DOC? 1972
HAROLD AND MAUDE 1971
SENSE AND SENSIBILITY 1995
WAY DOWN EAST 1920
ROXANNE 1987
THE GHOST AND MRS. MUIR 1947
WOMAN OF THE YEAR 1942
THE AMERICAN PRESIDENT 1995
THE QUIET MAN 1952
THE AWFUL TRUTH 1937
COMING HOME 1978
JEZEBEL 1939
THE SHEIK 1921
THE GOODBYE GIRL 1977
WITNESS 1985
MOROCCO 1930
DOUBLE INDEMNITY 1944
LOVE IS A MANY-SPLENDORED THING 1955
NOTORIOUS 1946
THE UNBEARABLE LIGHTNESS OF BEING 1988
THE PRINCESS BRIDE 1987
WHO'S AFRAID OF VIRGINIA WOOLF? 1966
THE BRIDGES OF MADISON COUNTY 1995
WORKING GIRL 1988
PORGY AND BESS 1959
DIRTY DANCING 1987
BODY HEAT 1981
LADY AND THE TRAMP 1955
BAREFOOT IN THE PARK 1967
GREASE 1978
THE HUNCHBACK OF NOTRE DAME 1939
PILLOW TALK 1959
JERRY MAGUIRE 1996

while searching for more info about the west side story sing-a-long (which i am SO excited for), i found the above list, compiled by the people at AFI. the top 100 love movies... some questionable ones... WITNESS?? and GAG, TITANIC?????? that awful james cameron ego trip ranked higher than jerry maguire? geeeeez... jonathan lipnicki ALONE is waay more appealing than any sort of contrived situation good ol' jamie thought of. okay so yes i did cry a lot when titanic was ending, but that was only b/c i felt pressured to be a "girl" since liz and gwen were dehydrating themselves next to me. but glad glad glad to see west side story at number 3... yeehaaaw! i haven't seen it, but i can't imagine what the unbearable lightness of being is like.. kundera on film? just seems super odd.

oh well.

gotta go finish writing, YEAH, that supposed fait accompli. NOT happy..

Friday, April 04, 2003

and... scene.

we had the scene presentation today. and i wasn't as nervous as i thought i'd be! which was excellent. i was so surprised at the end when we were getting the class comments, and they were pretty much positive! such a good feeling, but dave and brendan were the big cheeses, and rightly so. oh yeah! i got a few laughs with my sarcastic line! wooohoooooooooo!!! drama class is a-okay mista! but the big thing was... I SAID SOMETHING IN CLASS!!!!!!!!!!! AND IT WASN'T TOTALLY RANDOM/UNINTELLIGIBLE!!!!!! AND PROF. MOST KNOWS MY NAME!! TRIAL AND ERROR YOU SAY? WHATEVER!!

hahaha... yes, quite good! it was weird though, walking w/marzena and bobbie after class, b/c i learned a LOT about bobbie in like 10 mins, more than i know about michelle or melissa probably. it's weird, i mean i think it takes a certain kind of person to share stuff that seems really personal with people almost upon contact it seems. maybe she's like tomo. hmmm. but i remember when bobbie said her dad was a schizophrenic, and all i said was oh yeah?! appropriate? should have divulged more? i dunno. nevertheless, a quite "excellent" experience... a GREAT group experience... so happy! now i just have to write the essay... sigh.

why hasn't chapters called me? i working good ya!

ack! Asaf aka Riley sounds like he's part of the Carvey/nealon skit where they play Schwarzenegger brothers, wanting to *clap* pump you up. i must adore from afar... in a soundproof booth... goodbye academia, you'll never know how much i mean to ya...

hahahah... TIME TO SLEEP...

notes to self:
1. don't stress over what you have to do... God takes care of it (and provides a great group experience to boot!)
2. 7-11 sells TTC tix
3. Remy needs to be walked 2ice a day
4. ASK FOR POPCORN during shopping trips

progress!

finally! essay writing is almost a fait accompli! i don't think i'm going to class tomorrow... ai yo, yet ANOTHER missed 304 class. and no running. poo. but maybe i can use my umbrella tomorrow? i SO don't want to go to work tomorrow... in a good essay writing mode, but have to sleep soon! eeeeeeeee.. buffy's almost done. i seriously think i can finish 456 tomorrow!! craziness!!!!!! just can't work tomorrow... please please please make it rain harder so that there'll be enough for me to not work tomorrow... but light enought so that i can pick up my binder from MoE. i am QUITE demanding.

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

phew

finished the edits to the book! no more elusive blogging!! yeeeeeehaw!! but i'm still so mad that i haven't finished my 456 essay. Fine, if prof sakaki wants a personal response, she's going to get a personal response... i still can't believe i'm doing a personal essay for a final. it might rain later this week, yeeehaw time to break out the umbrella...

ack i just remembered my scene presentation is tomorrow... don't stress, don't stress... don't be a bobbie and freak out!!! i hope i don't pass out after i do my jumping thing... sigh. ack... chest... tightening... fingers... turning icy... heart.. beating faster...louder aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

kathy gave me a UT shirt for my b-day.. and i love it! it fits well, is sparkly, and it's thick material!! so the # of UT items are as follows: patch on bag, UT star t-shirt, UT lariat, UT pig key chain, UT sweatshirt, UT pencil, and now Kathy's shirt... oh my. BUT, feeling cool with the white and blue? PRICELESS!! hahahaha.. man, geeks are me. oh, i got rejected by hart house review... sigh... sucks! but maybe erin will take one of my things for her journal... well, not to be greedy anyway. i already got the publishing goal for 2003 out of the way, so i guess that's cool....NOT... not cool if it's included w/out contention... so technically i have been published, but morally(?) it's a false achievement!! *hollow ringing*

booo...v.down... and there's no more popcorn in the house!!!!!!!!!!!!

darnit.



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