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Monday, March 31, 2003
wanting walter
blogging at robarts again... have to go to aerobics in a few minutes. so last night was a huge (unintentional) movie-fest.. DARN YOU CABLE!!! i watched the road to el dorado (great animation/stills), miss congeniality (sandra b. is my fave... who can eat/play lonely single like her?), and The Odd Couple (1968). i didn't get to finish the last one, but i saw most of it, and the stuff that i saw was grrreat! i love walter mathau... reminds me of a big old jewish st. bernard. i think i might buy the play... felix has some really cool lines... neurotic yet appealing
yayayayaya... so many old movies i want to see...
ai yo, dancing dave is a calling...
blogging at robarts again... have to go to aerobics in a few minutes. so last night was a huge (unintentional) movie-fest.. DARN YOU CABLE!!! i watched the road to el dorado (great animation/stills), miss congeniality (sandra b. is my fave... who can eat/play lonely single like her?), and The Odd Couple (1968). i didn't get to finish the last one, but i saw most of it, and the stuff that i saw was grrreat! i love walter mathau... reminds me of a big old jewish st. bernard. i think i might buy the play... felix has some really cool lines... neurotic yet appealing
yayayayaya... so many old movies i want to see...
ai yo, dancing dave is a calling...
Sunday, March 30, 2003
really
it's been an interesting weekend... am still hot and not-so-bothered from rehearsal... but i think it'll be good...
tomo left for hawai'i yesterday... i totally thought there'd be more people to see her off at the airport, but only matt and sharon, kenji, nao and the girls. the hunt for surgical masks to combat SARS was fun though... i hope isobela doesn't have to use up that whole box (9.99 for 20!!). the goodbye was kind of weird... everything up to that was pretty laid back.. but when tomes was going around hugging people goodbye, and she hugged me, she didn't say anything. she had added comments when hugging other people, but nothing with me. it totally made me cry... i'm not quite sure why exactly (have suspicions, but am not willing to divulge just yet)... but i think it's safe to say that girl has a gift.
when the four of us were 'shopping' at tomo's house on fri, at the time, i didn't think much of my reaction to not trying on stuff. but now that i think about it, i think i have major self-esteem issues. which is probably fuelling my desire to have lucy liu length hair again... tamashiro chiharu, what have you done to me???!!!! sigh... my girls are awesome, but sometimes, i think i'm forcing things a bit... trying too hard? sigh. and on the totally opposite end of the reactive spectrum, i had this huge mean-spirited 'debate' with brian at timmy's about why his musical shouldn't be about high-schoolers... i mean what tha haycke???? who am i to say what he can and cannot write about??? i'm such a loser!!! damnit... i just loooove disregarding people, but throw a fit when they do it to me.
i think i have anger management problems or something... or at least a messiah complex maybe... relates back to self-esteem issues? aHAH! self-diagnosis 101.
God, HELP!!!!
i bought my umbrella though... "you makes me so, very happy (of course on that shallow materialistic level.. duh)"
gotta go home and work on 456. can i finish? eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... i'm pretty pleased with what i got done last night/this am... but after 1 extra large green tea, 1 large green tea, 1 large hot chocolate, 1 large english breakfast tea, 1 med french vanilla, 1 med hot chocolate, brian, hugo and i won NOTHING from roll up the rim to win. i knew my winning streak would come and bite me in the butt...
the bane of my existence.
it's been an interesting weekend... am still hot and not-so-bothered from rehearsal... but i think it'll be good...
tomo left for hawai'i yesterday... i totally thought there'd be more people to see her off at the airport, but only matt and sharon, kenji, nao and the girls. the hunt for surgical masks to combat SARS was fun though... i hope isobela doesn't have to use up that whole box (9.99 for 20!!). the goodbye was kind of weird... everything up to that was pretty laid back.. but when tomes was going around hugging people goodbye, and she hugged me, she didn't say anything. she had added comments when hugging other people, but nothing with me. it totally made me cry... i'm not quite sure why exactly (have suspicions, but am not willing to divulge just yet)... but i think it's safe to say that girl has a gift.
when the four of us were 'shopping' at tomo's house on fri, at the time, i didn't think much of my reaction to not trying on stuff. but now that i think about it, i think i have major self-esteem issues. which is probably fuelling my desire to have lucy liu length hair again... tamashiro chiharu, what have you done to me???!!!! sigh... my girls are awesome, but sometimes, i think i'm forcing things a bit... trying too hard? sigh. and on the totally opposite end of the reactive spectrum, i had this huge mean-spirited 'debate' with brian at timmy's about why his musical shouldn't be about high-schoolers... i mean what tha haycke???? who am i to say what he can and cannot write about??? i'm such a loser!!! damnit... i just loooove disregarding people, but throw a fit when they do it to me.
i think i have anger management problems or something... or at least a messiah complex maybe... relates back to self-esteem issues? aHAH! self-diagnosis 101.
God, HELP!!!!
i bought my umbrella though... "you makes me so, very happy (of course on that shallow materialistic level.. duh)"
gotta go home and work on 456. can i finish? eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... i'm pretty pleased with what i got done last night/this am... but after 1 extra large green tea, 1 large green tea, 1 large hot chocolate, 1 large english breakfast tea, 1 med french vanilla, 1 med hot chocolate, brian, hugo and i won NOTHING from roll up the rim to win. i knew my winning streak would come and bite me in the butt...
the bane of my existence.
Monday, March 24, 2003
Friday, March 21, 2003
breather
blogging it up while i wait for hugo to show up. so many things... war just started a couple of nights ago, and me, mom, ots and remy were in front of the tv the whole night, watching CBC coverage... no more extended viewing of CNN... no matter how cheery connie chung is, or how acerbic aaron brown can be, there's only so much rah-rah-sis-BOOM-bah a person can take.
liz just wrote me this ginormous email, and she said that she was addicted to making lists, esp using post-it notes. uh HELLO??????? she's talking to the list QUEEN... i know how thrilling list-making can be, so you're just preachin to the choir sista! (thanks will & grace) but yeah, huge emails are always soo fun.
well, since i'm 23 now, prime "living" age, i should make a list in honour of my accomplishment. it'll be about, what i want to accomplish before i turn 30 (and am discarded into the wastebasket of life)
1. write a book (the anti-IT girl... working title: Bridget, Becky and Barbazon Talk Big)
2. work in publishing
3. teach sunday school
4. be part of a wedding, official (usher, bridesmaid, petal strewer, rice/bubble supplier, SOMETHING)
5. own 2 dogs
6. be a small group leader at church
7. be able to play a john mayer song on the geetar
8. visit indonesia
that's all i can think of so far...
i wanted to protest yesterday, but i had to go to work. and after sitting there for 4 hours, without anything to eat, my breath ran aFOUL... so when m.vassanji came to talk to me, i was desperately trying to stay away from him, and make feeble attempts to cover the stinkage with a piece of paper. he must think i'm horrid.
sunday, oscar party??? i'd rather not, and just go and chill somewhere... but with who? alas, to be friendless in the suburbs of markham. shoot, i gotta get my chapters applications out this weekend.. that's what i'll do instead of watching the oscars. but i wanna see what nia vardalos is wearing. hugo should be here in uno momento.
let's see... gotta start on my 456 paper... and YUM takeout tonight... i think we spend waay too
AAAHHH!! HUGO JUST FREAKED ME OUT... SIDLING UP TO ME, UNNOTICED... AAAUGH... I CAN TYPE THIS B/C HE WENT TO THE BATHROOM.... AAAHHHH!!!
gotta go
blogging it up while i wait for hugo to show up. so many things... war just started a couple of nights ago, and me, mom, ots and remy were in front of the tv the whole night, watching CBC coverage... no more extended viewing of CNN... no matter how cheery connie chung is, or how acerbic aaron brown can be, there's only so much rah-rah-sis-BOOM-bah a person can take.
liz just wrote me this ginormous email, and she said that she was addicted to making lists, esp using post-it notes. uh HELLO??????? she's talking to the list QUEEN... i know how thrilling list-making can be, so you're just preachin to the choir sista! (thanks will & grace) but yeah, huge emails are always soo fun.
well, since i'm 23 now, prime "living" age, i should make a list in honour of my accomplishment. it'll be about, what i want to accomplish before i turn 30 (and am discarded into the wastebasket of life)
1. write a book (the anti-IT girl... working title: Bridget, Becky and Barbazon Talk Big)
2. work in publishing
3. teach sunday school
4. be part of a wedding, official (usher, bridesmaid, petal strewer, rice/bubble supplier, SOMETHING)
5. own 2 dogs
6. be a small group leader at church
7. be able to play a john mayer song on the geetar
8. visit indonesia
that's all i can think of so far...
i wanted to protest yesterday, but i had to go to work. and after sitting there for 4 hours, without anything to eat, my breath ran aFOUL... so when m.vassanji came to talk to me, i was desperately trying to stay away from him, and make feeble attempts to cover the stinkage with a piece of paper. he must think i'm horrid.
sunday, oscar party??? i'd rather not, and just go and chill somewhere... but with who? alas, to be friendless in the suburbs of markham. shoot, i gotta get my chapters applications out this weekend.. that's what i'll do instead of watching the oscars. but i wanna see what nia vardalos is wearing. hugo should be here in uno momento.
let's see... gotta start on my 456 paper... and YUM takeout tonight... i think we spend waay too
AAAHHH!! HUGO JUST FREAKED ME OUT... SIDLING UP TO ME, UNNOTICED... AAAUGH... I CAN TYPE THIS B/C HE WENT TO THE BATHROOM.... AAAHHHH!!!
gotta go
Tuesday, March 18, 2003
wow!
so many people on icq!!
rob is prez of ACF next year! good going! =)
so many people on icq!!
rob is prez of ACF next year! good going! =)
yuck
scrolling down pages of text is making me want to barf.
897 words!! yay!
scrolling down pages of text is making me want to barf.
897 words!! yay!
comp headaches
i think this is the beginning of major headaches. with any luck, i can slog through a lot of my Genji essay, and won't have much to do tomorrow. but then thurs is a big comp day since i have to go into work.
you know what is super frustrating? the fact that i gained two pounds. i don't really know what i'm doing wrong, except for that huge takeout binge on friday night. otherwise i've been pretty good, went to aerobics last night, am getting a lot of sleep. sigh. hopefully it'll come off faster in the summer.
i'm getting sleepy. i think my brain is slowly disintegrating due to massive amounts of radiation.
i think this is the beginning of major headaches. with any luck, i can slog through a lot of my Genji essay, and won't have much to do tomorrow. but then thurs is a big comp day since i have to go into work.
you know what is super frustrating? the fact that i gained two pounds. i don't really know what i'm doing wrong, except for that huge takeout binge on friday night. otherwise i've been pretty good, went to aerobics last night, am getting a lot of sleep. sigh. hopefully it'll come off faster in the summer.
i'm getting sleepy. i think my brain is slowly disintegrating due to massive amounts of radiation.
Monday, March 17, 2003
scary stuff
you know what's terrifying and thrilling at the same time? the words "I trust you."
do i really give myself up to God? no.
i'm fighting with seiji constantly.
i am so arrogant.
i don't know what the right thing is a lot of the times.
people are boycotting the dixie chicks just b/c natalie spoke out against GW.
ay me.
you know what's terrifying and thrilling at the same time? the words "I trust you."
do i really give myself up to God? no.
i'm fighting with seiji constantly.
i am so arrogant.
i don't know what the right thing is a lot of the times.
people are boycotting the dixie chicks just b/c natalie spoke out against GW.
ay me.
Friday, March 14, 2003
just for the 14th
i thought this was cute:
"if in doubt, google it"
i thought this was cute:
"if in doubt, google it"
niice
some shots a guy took in japan... so awesome. i think he's a jet.
isn't this such a cool shot? wait i found more...
i remember trying to get a shot like this in boston during some summer festival in chinatown... problems: waay too crowded; shady area; too close to subjects. poo.
this guy is so old school, i love it.
ojiisan wa kawaiiso ne~?
where's arthur golden when you need him?
last night after bible study (which was really fun, and i got to know kelly a lot more. she, deb, roger and larry are like the bobbsey twins, but not in an incestuous way... they're too cool) we found out that matt used to be a pro photographer! crazy!! he did models (a couple of teen pageants), and animals!! no wonder he has ansel adams photos up in his house... i totally miss going on photo sprees. sigh... i need a camera with a light meter...ebay here i come!!
man, 23 sounds so old. and it causes a lot more pressure, well perceived pressure i guess. and i didn't even get to do my seminar today... poo.. i have to wait till monday. argh. but hot pot on sat for me and mom's bday!! so excited... apparently the hot pot place at market is only 7 bucks, and you get a free b-tea!! i LOVE it!!!
phrase of the day? "harem of little sisters" referring to those Christian brothers who constantly have a gaggle of admirers... BE CAREFUL...it's like the Christian equivalent of himbos.
some shots a guy took in japan... so awesome. i think he's a jet.
isn't this such a cool shot? wait i found more...
i remember trying to get a shot like this in boston during some summer festival in chinatown... problems: waay too crowded; shady area; too close to subjects. poo.
this guy is so old school, i love it.
ojiisan wa kawaiiso ne~?
where's arthur golden when you need him?
last night after bible study (which was really fun, and i got to know kelly a lot more. she, deb, roger and larry are like the bobbsey twins, but not in an incestuous way... they're too cool) we found out that matt used to be a pro photographer! crazy!! he did models (a couple of teen pageants), and animals!! no wonder he has ansel adams photos up in his house... i totally miss going on photo sprees. sigh... i need a camera with a light meter...ebay here i come!!
man, 23 sounds so old. and it causes a lot more pressure, well perceived pressure i guess. and i didn't even get to do my seminar today... poo.. i have to wait till monday. argh. but hot pot on sat for me and mom's bday!! so excited... apparently the hot pot place at market is only 7 bucks, and you get a free b-tea!! i LOVE it!!!
phrase of the day? "harem of little sisters" referring to those Christian brothers who constantly have a gaggle of admirers... BE CAREFUL...it's like the Christian equivalent of himbos.
Monday, March 10, 2003
whaaat??
i just read that someone is trying to stick to their goal of eating one fruit a day...
HUH????????????????????????????????
that's just not right.
i just read that someone is trying to stick to their goal of eating one fruit a day...
HUH????????????????????????????????
that's just not right.
my eyes, my eyes!!!
well, here i am at robarts, trying to type up my 456 paper. but as usual, procrastinating like crazy thanks to speedy net access. i suck.
random distraction #1:
i miss my hair
random distraction #2
jaime just got a job at the jacob flagship store. i'm thinking about either the GAP or chapters for future summer employment. the waitressing thing just has a really high risk of me hating/dreading work. at least with the retails, i can be bored all by myself, and will be left alone to dream of my discount. speaking of which...
random distraction #3
i need to cut down that clothes list. it's slightly gross.
i WILL be back...
well, here i am at robarts, trying to type up my 456 paper. but as usual, procrastinating like crazy thanks to speedy net access. i suck.
random distraction #1:
i miss my hair
random distraction #2
jaime just got a job at the jacob flagship store. i'm thinking about either the GAP or chapters for future summer employment. the waitressing thing just has a really high risk of me hating/dreading work. at least with the retails, i can be bored all by myself, and will be left alone to dream of my discount. speaking of which...
random distraction #3
i need to cut down that clothes list. it's slightly gross.
i WILL be back...
Friday, March 07, 2003
miz jones
she's coming to t.o. in july... i don't think i'll go and see her though... i don't really like massey hall, and i think it's an intimate enough of a show in that the cd is probably good enough. mr mayer on the other hand... HAVE to see live. i went on sharon's site, and she had a link to ruth's page!! wah so excited. i really want to hear that song she sung on her own goodbye dvd... so beautiful.
sigh, gotta go run... literally.
she's coming to t.o. in july... i don't think i'll go and see her though... i don't really like massey hall, and i think it's an intimate enough of a show in that the cd is probably good enough. mr mayer on the other hand... HAVE to see live. i went on sharon's site, and she had a link to ruth's page!! wah so excited. i really want to hear that song she sung on her own goodbye dvd... so beautiful.
sigh, gotta go run... literally.
