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Saturday, June 07, 2003
coool
laptops are mucho cool... like the one i'm using now... i feel super-yuppie-like now. ho ho. i wonder how i'll survive internet/computer-less in japan. withdrawal forcing me to take the fetal position? hmmmm... i know i said i wouldn't worry about japan till july, but the impending departure date is freaking me out. the clothing thing is getting better as I have discovered a jcrew in the vicinity (diamor osaka). but i have serious self-esteem issues that i need to work out in order to be okay i think. sigh.
i need to really start doing regular exercise... i feel yucky. if only people would want to play tennis like, everyday. i'd run but i'm starting to despise it, but it is not beneath me to run in times of desperation i.e. extremely beluga-like moments, like today. i went to the beaches this morning with people and REMY... it was pretty fun, but i was laden down with fruit, water bottles and remy supplies, so it wasn't totally fancy free times. it was pretty cool, but i was super sad at the sight of soo many empty vball nets, and the knowledge that there was no chance of me playing.
i'm sad that i don't get to go to boston, but i realized today that my JET training sessions are on that weekend so i really couldn't go, $ issues or not... unless i left with brian on tuesday and then came back on the friday... HUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM?????????????????????????
laptops are mucho cool... like the one i'm using now... i feel super-yuppie-like now. ho ho. i wonder how i'll survive internet/computer-less in japan. withdrawal forcing me to take the fetal position? hmmmm... i know i said i wouldn't worry about japan till july, but the impending departure date is freaking me out. the clothing thing is getting better as I have discovered a jcrew in the vicinity (diamor osaka). but i have serious self-esteem issues that i need to work out in order to be okay i think. sigh.
i need to really start doing regular exercise... i feel yucky. if only people would want to play tennis like, everyday. i'd run but i'm starting to despise it, but it is not beneath me to run in times of desperation i.e. extremely beluga-like moments, like today. i went to the beaches this morning with people and REMY... it was pretty fun, but i was laden down with fruit, water bottles and remy supplies, so it wasn't totally fancy free times. it was pretty cool, but i was super sad at the sight of soo many empty vball nets, and the knowledge that there was no chance of me playing.
i'm sad that i don't get to go to boston, but i realized today that my JET training sessions are on that weekend so i really couldn't go, $ issues or not... unless i left with brian on tuesday and then came back on the friday... HUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM?????????????????????????
// posted by naomi @ 12:33 a.m. 
