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Monday, February 03, 2003

disruptions

it's so weird!!! my internal clock is on the fritz... i can hardly believe it. this morning i debated whether or not to get up and go to my (freakin) 9am class b/c when i regained consciousness after my alarm went off, it was already 7:09. Technically, i have to be out of the house by 7:20 to catch the markham transit bus. Thus, only leaving me 11 min to get ready, eat and feed remy. HAHAHAHAHAH. i could catch the bus, but i'd one smelly chick and my dog would starve. so i caught the later bus, and what is astounding is that not only is this bus filled with less people, i basically got to school around the same time. a little late mind you, but still. anyways, as soon as i got my own seat on the markham bus, i passed OUT, right around premier on esna park. i usually wake up while the bus is on yonge, or just when it's turning into the station. but today i had to be woken up by someone while the bus was unloading!!!!! what the haycke????? internal clock, wherefore art thou??? thou art my only claim to fame, and thou has deserted me!!!

otousan and seiji have major beef... moreso otousan with seiji. it's getting to the point where the former is creating a lot of drama and tension in the house, more so than usual. i think b/c seiji didn't get up from his nap last night after being told tons of times, otousan ripped up his rough draft of the ut phys ed application. i seriously think they should just let him do everything himself instead of babying him. IT'S SO GROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh, so frustrating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he has no sense of responsibility because of this. i think he wants to volunteer at sick kids this summer b/c that's what leila's doing. so stupid, i mean no, i think volunteering is awesome, and people should be doing it all the time. BUT if he volunteers (and it'll be a full-time volunteer position), he won't work, which means he'll be sponging of the parents, and you can go out a lot more during the summer. ARGH if he were more responsible he'd work and volunteer, and i have told him this, but apparently NO. SO FRUSTRATING. i seriously think that when he turned 19/got the gf, he became more dense.

but not to be a hypocrite, i'm pretty irresponsible too. and lazy. ok FINE i'm standing in a glass house with a whole bucket of rocks.

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