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Sunday, February 09, 2003

direct correlation

phew: often used as an expression of relief. i definitely feel relieved that i'm at least motivated to try and be a better Christian. after a couple of completely yuck weeks, i understood that my spiritual well-being directly affected both emotional and physical well-being. i'm trying to commit an hour a day to God, reading the Bible, listening only to worship music during that time... hopefully i can start a case for Christ during reading week or something (gotta finish the tempest though.. eeek!). and pastor ray said something comforting last week: 'don't be afraid to fail'. thank goodness for that reprieve, b/c i have definitely failed in sticking to the plan man! but yeah, i've been blessed with a couple of good verses/messages these past two weeks. run-down? ok!

in the middle of the week, i read a verse that had something like, love your fellow man and don't hate him. duh i know, but i hadn't had it so bluntly put recently, and i needed to hear that what with all of my anti-social behaviour and bitterness concerning friendships. admittedly, i did whine/complain about the mel situation to kathy last night, but you know what? Praise God, b/c i checked my email today and got an email from mel. i think things will be a-okay, and i am SOOOOO happy.

at church, jason came with jaime, and her dad came too! how cool is that. jason is super cool, and what is even COOLER was that pastor ray was talking about loving God first and foremost and as a direct result, your relationships will become the best. what an awesome message to hear, and i am especially glad jaime got to hear it, if anything to strengthen her relationship with jason. *i think this one's a keeper* =)

i like people again.

PPF was very cool. i am so impressed with people's talents. Afterwards i desperately wanted to believe that my thin reedy breathy voice was comparable... hahahohohohoho... sigh. Speaking of el comedienne, margaret cho is coming to t.o. and playing at con hall! hahaha... coolness =)

well, i smells popcorn a popping... munch on sista, munch ON

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